Dance with me

2010-08-15T22:05:00.003+08:00

Moving to http://themissingsequel.wordpress.com for the time being (: Nothing much updated now though. No skin that i really want and i dunno how to put tagboard -.-

2010-08-14T20:35:00.008+08:00

Love is a verb, a set of actions that you will do, for the good of the person.

Left dance early. Didnt really have the dance mood today :/ Did malay dance and teachers' day item. Visited Adria's church today for the muscial. Kinda felt comfortable, at least i do not mind going back again. Haha.

SHINee - Jo jo (Hahahaha jo, song for you hahahaha)

2010-08-12T19:45:00.002+08:00

<3 heehee

It has been a rather happy week :) Universal studios with loves and we had so much fun tgt ^^ C told me about the news too, and the weekdays' are coming to an end so quickly!! Heehee. Excited ttm and I will start smiling / laughing to myself when I think abt stuffs heehee!

After the happy part, worries will set in, but will soon be dismissed :)

Shall take a 1 hour nap and then study econs ^^

인녕!

2010-08-07T23:00:00.002+08:00

Time for some dance photos ^^

YOG hiphop in school tmr! ^^ Kinda excited for it heehee. Gotta sleep soon cos i have to wake up super early tmr :/ (Considering it's a sunday)

2010-08-06T23:14:00.003+08:00

Though we do not know what the future is for us

Decision making is indeed not my forte haha. But im glad that i have so many close friends around who can give me good and useful advices and support. Sometimes we just have to let time tell really. Time reveal almost anything. Luckily for the previous incident, i didnt make the wrong decision in the end. Phew or i think i will regret and cry my eyeballs out. hahaha. I hope i will not regret making this decision. I know that even if i do, it will only be because of the duration of time spent tgt. It may not be realistic, but we will cherish the limited time we have tgt <3 Never thought that this will happen, k maybe when im daydreaming hee.

Bad sore throat today ): It even hurts when i sneeze!!!!! Sigh maybe i shd see the doctor tmr so that i will have a speedy recovery :D Can feel the walls of my throat rubbing against each other -.-

2010-08-04T22:17:00.005+08:00

I need to go get a prepaid card soon, plus a spare phone..... If not, at this rate at which i am sending texts overseas, i will sure get it from my dad.... Sigh it was such a -.- day today. With 4 hours breaks, chem msa, and walked out of class voluntarily cos i didnt do my tutorial.. together with 9 other classmates.. stood outside and started talking lol. Dance from 3 plus to 7.30, saturated mind and im so tired and im so >.< cos it has been like almost a week since we've talked properly plus you are going back home tmr so another 3 days i wun see you online and i cant text you cos i dunno what will my dad's reaction be.. i need to save money to get myself a prepaid card. Ytd night was so .... cus smart calvin went to send an sms to my bro's phone cos i was using his phone to text him before tat.. and he asked smth and my bro asked me what is it and i took so long trying to explain to him and warning him not to tell anyone. hopefully he keeps his promise. i seriously cant wait for december to come and hope that january takes a million years to come. Sigh since i've chosen this route, i must be prepared to be independent and not start whining every now and then. Sigh. Have nvr imagined myself in this situation. So... unrealistic. Maybe i shall ask him to come in november instead since i dun take pw and i shd be quite free then and december seems so long. Sigh. i dunno what i really am typing cus im feeling so drained out. I dun feel like attending school tmr. I want a break pls :/ sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Shall go sleep now and go have a nice sweet dream. Pls appear in my dream k thanks.

2010-08-03T22:06:00.002+08:00

Omg <3

Sigh it's watching videos like this which make me wanna know how to play the piano ):

2010-08-03T19:52:00.003+08:00

Math paper ttly killed dunno how many of my brain cells! Sigh. I know it wld have done better if they are given as tutorial questions :/ sigh.

Cant wait to cut my hair short too.

2010-08-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

If i had not been gone for that period of time, we may have talked ): SIGH.

Math msa tmr. :/

2010-07-31T22:40:00.002+08:00

Busy busy busy msa's coming up real soon and i've 3 upcoming performances - yog hiphop (for the torch relay at SA), Syf yog (some performance at ucc) and teachers' day. Oh and the aces day thing -.-

I am so tired i want to go sleep. Like now. Though it's still like 10 plus :/

Finally got to chat with lala <3 heehee. Updated her and vice versa ^^ Yay cant wait for lunch or smth with them :P

Okay finished chem and geog tdy.. econs and math tmr.. I don't think i can make it for lunch with kengyi they all alr.. Was supposed to go eat to sort of celebrate his achievement.. of getting 7 points for prelims hahahaha.

There's really nothing much that's impossible.

2010-07-27T23:06:00.001+08:00

One single word is enough to make my world go crazy

2010-07-25T14:04:00.002+08:00

Will we be able to overcome all odds

Ytd was a damn crazy day. My timings were all screwed up ttm! Went to Siewying's birthday party for awhile, before rushing to kimberlee's party. Heehee that girl is so crazy. Great time spent with her and monster ^^ It has been so long since the 3 of us met tgt?? :P After kim's party, i went back to Kallang Leisure Park. A place which i used to be familar with. Went to kbox and guess what, we sang from 12 to 3 am! It was supposed to be till 4am but the kids had to go home cos the parents were already calling. Sigh kids these days are so different. When i was in primary school, i couldnt even go out with my friends! And now, they can go out till pass midnight??

Sigh i need to sleep soon.

2010-07-21T23:44:00.004+08:00

Love Skype so much!!! ^^

Had a great time talking with Calvin on Skype heehee. Though it was like broken english plus broken korean heehee. Looking forward to tmr's Skype session again! ^^ He received my gift alr and he was glad ^^

Rank points became 32. Oh wells!

2010-07-16T22:45:00.003+08:00

There's always a time when you have / can choose to put things that you used to care down and move on. Sometimes, people move on, leaving you to feel left behind. Though it may be unintentional, but it will still be heartbreaking. Then, you may be left with a choice - to hasten your steps or to choose another path. A totally different and strange path though it may be a heartwarming one. Really, there's nothing in life that will remain constant. No matter how much you used to think that you were just so close to reaching constant.

Navras today and it wasnt perfect we can say. We put in our best, so let's just accept and make it part of our memories.

I have so much work to do over the weekend. Quite reluctant to spend my whole night at Shaun's birthday party tmr. The work i have to do by this week is ... almost overwhelming.

Didnt clear my CTs again. Though i improved from last year. Only got 27 rank points. There are only 3 that cleared 35 rank points in my class. 10S25 will work harder (:
Gp - C
Math and chem - U
Econs - E (0.8 marks to D)
Geog - D

Adding chinese B4, should be a C in H1 right? So = 27.77777 rank points :/ K at least better than my rank points last year. But, it's not enough.

Okay i shall turn in for the night now. Dance at 8 tmr. I need rest and SLEEP.

2010-07-13T21:46:00.002+08:00

Fuck stop it. You're forever biased towards the boys. STFU!!!!!!!!!!!! I've not nothing else to talk to you. This may sound mean but, we really have nothing to talk and the only issues we talk abt revolves round money issues. Pocket money, tuition fees, etc. SIGH I WANNA GET AWAY FROM YOU.

I shall go sleep early. However, surprisingly, i do not want to go down too early cos i think my mama havent sleep yet. I flared up in front of her today (No, not because of her, but because of the other her). This is getting from bad to worst. EW TTM

2010-07-10T21:30:00.002+08:00

See my ugly knees! Got quite fascinated by the bruises :/

Sigh studies is so shit. dance is so stressful cos i cant seem to get Navras right. Everything is not going right :/

2010-07-05T23:19:00.006+08:00

Ann-yong! ^^

Went to Kim Gary at Tampines 1 with my mama and Brendan today :) Headed back home soon after and not long later, Trevor came to my house and he drove me to White Sands ^^ We saw a house at pasir ris on fire and it looked so dramatic! Snap a few shots on his dslr and wanted to tweet lala but I suddenly couldn't rmb the proper spelling of the user name :/ my memory is failing me :(

Visited the Post office and I don't know why, but I felt that people were staring at me and my box!!!! Promised to put my parcels into paper bags when I visit the post office in future!!!! The lady at the counter was nice she didn't show me a black
face though I was quite slow in the procedures :P

Hope my parcel will be sent successfully without any delays or mistakes! I'm so afraid that my parcel will go missing ): And oh I didn't know that sending a parcel to Seoul will cost me $16 :/

2010-07-03T00:02:00.002+08:00

^^

Yay im almost done with my gift Hehe proud of myself! Hope everything goes smoothly ^^

Went kbox with engjue vera and isabelle today! We were caught in the rain and it was kinda fun having to run under the rain with my jacket over my head! Amusing much! Initially, we wanted to catch a movie since it's only 6 bucks. But, eclipse was like !! Most slots were filling fast ): Kbox next and heehee fun as usual. i think 50% of the songs we chose/sang were korean songs! Plus dances plus anyhow singing ^^ Expecting a sore throat soon :/

Dinner at somerset 313 with engjue isabelle tevor and sean. Now left with kengyi and brendan's cards and then im done with the gift officially ^^

Btw i only have two weeks to learn a syf dance!!! Stress!!!! Can college day be postponed somehow! ):

2010-06-26T00:23:00.002+08:00

Ttly a slack day :/

Caught the channel 5 programmes on Michael Jackson and it was my first time being so amazed and awed! He's voice was so soothing for the slow songs and his dances were so (Y). And can anyone tell me why he liked to say "I love you" during his concerts?? Haha!

Yay found the korean keyboard thingy hee i can type korean on my keyboard now! Trying to learn how to read/speak. Though right now, i am only able to read with the help of the alphabet chart hahaha

2010-06-19T20:43:00.000+08:00

Tuition Assignment Number 92 ( 2010-06-18 08:40:25 )
Tuition Assignment Status Active
Level of Student JC1
Subjects to be taught H2 Math
Area Simei
Max Rate 60/h
Timing sunday morning 10am
Monthly Tuition fees up to 480
Language
Expected Qualification of Tutor Undergrad and above
Preferred Gender M/F any race
Expected Experience of Tutor Yes - must know the syllabus well
Other Requirements SMS Marcus 81800978 your name and credentials if keen and quote assignment number. Only shortlisted candidates will be informed.

HAHA I found this on the tuition agency website! Cool! Found my tutor-to-be on facebook so easily haha!

2010-06-18T22:24:00.003+08:00

Great day out <3

Met the kids at cine today for kbox keke it has been so long since i've entered kbox! Listening to korean songs only nowadays has led to my flat voice ): My singing was kinda terrible haha couldnt even sing proper duets with bowlhead! :/ Nevertheless, had great fuuuunnnnnn :D Sang many korean songs and danced to gee AGAIN haha! :D

Dinner at BBQ Chicken some korean food place had tv there and they were playing some korean mvs :D HEHE SAW SS501's LOVE LIKE THIS. "Surprised" hosung cos he's big birthday is tmr :P We contributed to this hot pink tripod cool not! :P

Btw, i think i have even lesser hair now. Have been dropping hair nowadays ): & thanks to yinzheng's hands, i have even lesser now i think! I bet i drop a lot of hair at kbox and orchard road!

Oh oh oh oh~

2010-06-12T23:44:00.002+08:00

House printer out of order, totally disrupted my plans. Initially wanted to print out all the answers for math and follow dilong's methods. Just bang into math. -.-

Plan : Go to dad's office on monday morning, print all the things i need, study in his spare room, and go home accompany mama in the afternoon (:

Btw, i think i will only be able to receive reply from calvin only after the soccer season -.- Someone too busy watching and following up on soccer matches while the retarded me was worrying if he was in the army -.- HAHA J.o.k.e!

2010-06-11T22:59:00.003+08:00

Shoppingggggg! :D

Went shopping with the girls today! Engjue + Isabelle + Vera (Y) Headed to orchard and went ion to eat! First shopping stop was Cotton On! Heehee. Got great deals there bought a tank top and piper skirt for only 15 bucks!

Got some other stuffs at good prices! heehee.
A pity i didnt manage to buy the denim shorts which was at 10 bucks cos my size wasnt available :/ And oh! Tried on high waist pants and hmm i look different! Think can try next time haha.. AND AND I NEEDA GET MY SHORTS SOON! Everywhere is on sale now i wanna go shopping again heehee (:

Study session with dilong tmr! looking forward cos it will mean productive study time :D

2010-06-04T22:34:00.003+08:00

I want to DIY my room, really ):

Sigh i want to be in the Groom My Room series so that i can do up my room in whatever way i want. Found some tiny insects on the papers in my drawer just now. For a moment, i was feeling so glad cos it can be a sign.. Time to change a study table!!! :D I really wanna white table and green walls plus some wooden plank shelves and remove those ugly paintings in the room and probably remove some of my posters. i have 5 posters up at the moment hahaha. Time to browse through the online
Ikea catalogue (: Now's the sale right? Is is a good time to get furnitures (: :D

I want this chair!

I cant find any table i fancy on Ikea website :/

2010-05-31T23:07:00.007+08:00

I am so full!!!

Plan to eat sakae at Changi Airport kinda had some changes and we went to the outlet at Juntion 8 instead! (: Ah love bishan! Hee!

Ate till super full! Engjue was like best! Almost everything ordered 5 or 6 servings cos we had 6 ppl at our table! Tdy was my first time feeling so so full after eating at a buffet! Like full till feel like puking kind!! Hahahaha funny ttm! Went to slack at the open plaza after tat, and den most left while the some of us went to buy Yami Yogurt! Feeling sucha pig hohoho!

Came home, and i drank 3 bowls of Lotus Seed Soup cos i didnt want to waste mama's efforts and it was really nice (: hee!

Saw the news and my heart skipped a beat cos it read 韩朝危机 ):

Love of the century :D

Love Ya <3

2010-05-30T23:29:00.002+08:00

Bon Voyage Hosung!! (:

Went to the airport to send hosung off just now! (: Tried to find the lane for Asiana Airlines(!!!:D) so that he could check in! There, it was my first time hearing him speak korean!! He was conversing to the staff there and O.M.G it was awesome coolness ttm!!!! So jealous! ): Walked super lot just to find a place to eat! From t2 take to t3 den back to t2 and settled at Breeks in the end. It was his treat! heehee! Crazy fun time spent there we had a crazy 10-15 non-stop laughter! It all started with his burp with curry smell and what anyone said after that led to laughters. :D

Hope he will be alright there! (: Just read a blog and i was so shocked cos it was so unbelievable. Hope wy's friend will be alright!!

Im still having headache from laughing :O

2010-05-29T22:55:00.003+08:00

Another reason why i dun want korea to have war now.

Hosung's going back to korea tmr!!!!!! *Please please please* No war k? *peace*
And i hope that calvin replies my email asappppppp. It has been 9 days since he replied!! And it's the longest one far since we started to email frequently!! O.m.g Dont tell me he's in the military now sheesh. ):

2010-05-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

I wanna go ice skating.

Dance resumed today for us who is participating in syf yog. I dun think it's syf, just dunno why the words are infront of yog :O Had to teach the other dancers from z's skus and i think i ttly displayed myself as a noob. Firstly, i cant teach. Next, i cant rmb the other combinations i didnt do for rapture. ==> became a noob dancer who looked like she just learnt the steps >.< Ugh.

Watched WGM and JoongBo went to the ice skating rink omg made me wanna ice skate again!!!!

Btw, mama came over to stay today! (: Hee. Gonna visit the dvd rental shop tmr at EastPoint and rent shows for her! (:

Looking forward to class hi tea buffet at Sakae! (:

I want to paint my nails ):

2010-05-28T00:45:00.002+08:00

The holidays are here!!!

Spent my time after gp with my classmates! (: Had dinner at ajisen and den we went shopping! Kaymond was just looking at us with his usual -.- face HAHA. Had yami yogurt too (Y) Bought a nail polish my Face Shop and then we went to macs and slacked and talked heehee.

Btw, is war really going to break out between north korea and south korea?????? I seriously hope not!!!! Was thinking about this issue after i completed my gp and i was like omg pls no. Seoul will have the most direct impact i think and omg no pls. This is so scary when im just thinking about it.. No, im not so worried because the idols i like for example SS501 are there, but cos i have a friend there ): Big SIGHS.

2010-05-24T23:29:00.001+08:00

Kim Hyun Joong & HwangBo!

K im hear to say how cute kim hyun joong is again HAHA Omg he claims that he has some senior/elder phobia! Even when he was on the phone with HwangBo's mother, he was bowing away HAHA!! Cute ttm!!!

Btw, Brendan's going for camp and he will be away fom home for the next 2 nights ): Which means, i will be sleeping alone for the next 2 nights! K these 2 nights will be the only nights i will not have to complain about the noise coming from wolfteam haha. But seriously, :/ k i will get used to it heh!

2010-05-22T23:36:00.002+08:00

<3

Visited mama's house this afternoon! (: Wonderful time spent there! She cut apple for me (my parents nvr do that for me at home), drank milk (totally reminds me of the same taste i had when i was young), lay on the floor beside her and whined (HAHA) and watched tv with her! (: Brought my work there and had the thought of studying there initially hahaha.

2010-05-19T21:20:00.002+08:00

It's like something you really want to get hold of, but you know you cant.

Talking alot of calvin to my friends lately. Haha. So excited about making a gift for him! (: Everything's ready, i only need the 东风 (: My friends think that it's kinda cool HAHA cute bunch of them!

Stood up from the sofa just now and tried to use my hand to support but i kinda did smth to my wrist and it kinda hurts now when i try to flex it ): This is bad ):

Ironically, i feel that i want lesser time now. As in i wish i had a little more commitment in school or smth. I realise that when i have more time, i tend to waste the time i have away ): Came home, and watched tv for 2 hours!!! TWO FREAKING HOURS!!! >=( And when i had intense dance practices, i would get hold of any long breaks i have to do my work. Now? I spend my time eating ): Sighs. Loser big time ):

Oh btw, i love artbox! :D

2010-05-16T15:12:00.003+08:00

Im feeling so :/

Dun feel like doing anything at all. The heat is so torturing. I can feel the heat from the wind. Sounds ironic.

And ah calvin went hospital ytd or 2 days ago cos he "wiped a knife at the back of his hand" That was what i got when i translated online :/ The problems of having language barriers ):

The pile of work remains stagnant. Im craving for aunty anne's cinnamon pretzels!!

& i dunno wat's wrong with my hotmail i cant seem to see my inbox :/ Frustrating!

2010-05-15T01:50:00.004+08:00

RAPTURE 2010.

Rapture 2010 has come to an end. A great one. It was definitely an emotional and unforgettable dance concert. All our time and efforts spent, injuries, bruises, stress, sacrifices has paid off i can say as we did our best on stage and danced our hearts out. This is the first time i spent so much time on dance and my first ever full dance concert.

When zaki came out for the finale as a surprise, i started crying. Reason? I also dunno. Ms Wee is so awesome! She danced with so much feelings and i would definitely like to watch the both of them dance on stage again and the chances of that is so so low since zaki has stopped dancing. During curtain call, i just felt like crying When the curtains came down, my tears just came out like free. Others started to cry also. And i think it's nice when even guys do not try to surpress their feelings. It's nice to see them letting it out, crying tgt with us girls. Cos i think that guys should not also act macho and contain their tears. It's the last time i will be performing with the current batch of j2s. Gonna miss them so much. Hope i will be able to find the kind of bond i find with some of them in the j1s. Leyi, we were in dance tgt for the past 5 yrs 5 months but now you are going to "retire" earlier than me and somehow i think that it's such a pity.

Nevertheless, i think that all of us did a great job!

The stage is for us to shine.

死也要拚出来!

Gonna hibernate tmr. It seems like i havent been sleeping enough for such a long time.

SNSD Genie( Sowoneul Malhaebwa) Dance Cover

2010-05-09T23:02:00.001+08:00

(Y)

Inspired by LeneAlast aka Jolene Alastair Wong HAHAHAHA :D

2010-05-09T00:48:00.002+08:00

5 more days

Got myself injured today. And it's definitely not a good thing to be injured 5 days before the concert. Part of my foot is swollen now and i hope that i will be able to run properly during dance practice tmr. Screwed vetting today plus i was hopping across the hall when im supposed to run ): Sighs. Shd i see the chinese or the western doctor? :/

I love translators Heehee. Though sometimes it's really hard to understand what calvin's talking ):

Gonna go sleep as soon as my hair turns dry to replenish my energry for tmr's practice >.<

My right leg feels so sore now cos i have been putting my weight on it today >.< How nice if i can a osim/oto massager now hahaha

2010-04-30T21:47:00.003+08:00

An Adventure Walk

Throughout this week, today's the day when i reached home the earliest. Starting to use my laptop at 9.30 is a bliss. Haha!

The walk home was adventurous today! After listening to what brendan and chyna told me, i started to scare myself on the way home esp at the dark alley. First, brendan told me that on his way to school in the morning one day, he heard someone hopping towards him. This happened when he was alone in the underpass. And he heard the sound coming nearer and nearer towards him and tat's when he started to run towards school. Secondly, chyna told me if i sniff anything very smelly or pleasant smelling, never turn my head back. Omg these two stories scared the hell out of me and i was clenching my fist so tight with the phone in my hand and i was this close to breaking the screen of my phone -.- Tolerated the pain in my left foot (i have no idea why it was painful) and walked home at the speed of 100km/hr HAHA

Oh today engjue and i were trying to spite each other in the library. Like she will show photos of her DongBangShinQi and i will show her the wiki page of xiaozhu, fahrenheit, bbt and SS501 HAHA Isabelle and Engjue both think that i have weird taste cos they do not like the idols i like HAHA.

And, Rapture 2010 tickets are officially sold out! I still need to get 3 more tickets ): Called the teachers in the morning twice but couldnt get them. Prob if i waited for them outside the staff room, the tickets would have been in my hands now ):

Dance tmr from 7 and i have 3 items at the same time. Dunno how am i going to split myself up >.< My left thumb is hurting from the drops during dance omg i think i really need to visit the chinese doctor on sunday :/

2010-04-29T23:15:00.003+08:00

School--> Dance practices till 8plus 9 plus--> Reach home (10 plus) --> Dinner--> Bathe. That is basically my life now. All for Rapture. Lunch in early afternoon and dinner late at night. Omg will i get gastric problems from doing this? :/

Tired ttm. Dance steps overload. My brain is bursting. My neck is breaking. My shoulders are aching. I feel like going to see the chinese doctor again :/

Oh on a higher note, Calvin and i are emailing to each other on a much more frequent basis now! So happy! But will be happier if i can understand totally what he is talking about. Korean words spelt weirdly in english until my korean fren hosung also dunno what calvin talking abt! Who knows what is jalsaenggyeoteunikkan,jeoningeo mannatdeongeon etc etc!!!!!!

2010-04-25T18:41:00.003+08:00

Everything is about education. No education no talk. Same theory runs in the place where the strongest bonds among people are supposedly found. When you are studying law, you have the most say. The elders take your words for real, no matter how trival the matters may be. When you are a repeat student who still isnt doing that well, you practically have no say. Whatever that comes out from your mouth, they will think it's bullshit and simply brush it off. That's reality, that's life.

The world is so materialistic. Im beginning to get sick and tired of this world. Sighs.

2010-04-24T21:24:00.002+08:00

Strengthhhh

Slept for 6 hours last night, danced for 8 hours today. Haha!

Getting quite worried for Rapture now, after hearing the instructors' views about the items. Hmm there's more work to be done! (: 6 items are enough to stress me out. I do not know if i will have the stamina to dance 7 items for the whole night. Was perspiring like mad after the vetting in the hall just now :/ There's so many things to be done. Let alone the academic part of schooling.

My plan of studying probability today is kinda failing. I only read through the notes but nothing much went into my head :/ Just got a new tutor and he's coming over tmr! Think im going to spam him with questions/ maybe i will just ask him to teach me all over again haha. Hope i wun make him faint. Should i go dig out all my questions abt probability, linear regression, p&c now? Yes i shd right in order for
tmr's tuition to be more effective! (:

2010-04-23T23:14:00.003+08:00

& oh i get quite nervous/excited when i think the number of ppl whom i know who will be watching RAPTURE!! Ppl like brendan, rena, rena's zac (though he will be looking at na most of the time Hahaha :D ), yeewen wugui, siying monster, wendy, guin, yunyi, valerie, teshya, shaun, sean, yueru, ziqi, siewmay, siewying, kengyi, hosung, yinzheng, dilong, zexun, hsien juen, kimberly chen, michelle, jolene, lala, joel, hsuni, vivien, shijia, shihan, jiachuan, cherm, cheryl, fangying, megan, jeraldine, rachel yong, rachel ng, guang, justin, pradeep, tnaejs, nev, gayle, angie, ,aloy, noah, kenneth, grace, debbie, weiling, xiangan, gracia, thanh, sharleen, linda etc etc and ppl like xiaobai, beatrice, vera, hoongjia, kimberlee etc etc who may be attending! :O

2010-04-23T22:51:00.006+08:00

I've gotten my rest, just a 33 mins chat with monster my <3 (:

Dance practice from 3.30 to 8.45pm today.Haha. Vetting tmr! Jiayou!

Was supposed to meet xiaobai for dinner tdy but plan failed

Bought cup noodles but am too lazy to cook it plus eat it now. Dance at 7.30am tmr. I think i shall turn in for the night!

Our class is so <3 we bought some food for the aunty at the sku cafe who cleans the table cos she has resigned. Wrapped up nicely cos when i told guang what we got for the aunty, his reply was what the fuck you think ren ci ah HAHA and that somehow made us felt abit scared that aunty will feel insulted >.<

Some of the other things s25 did :

Imitating Ming's hairstyle!

Notice the untied hair on the left!

2010-04-22T22:19:00.003+08:00

A breather.

I need to understand math. Can anyone help me? :/

Upcoming math lecture test. I do not want it to be another failing paper. I've seen enough of them. Dance practices till late nights these few days. Coming back at around 9.30pm. Dinner around that time too. Rushing tutorials during breaks so that i can get a break after dance. Ya all these will pay off (:

I took quite some time to notice those small details. I really appreciate those a lot and i feel bad for hurting you.

Btw, take care aunty patrina!

&, By2's 這叫愛's (Y). Btw, this (Y) means good right? Justin told me a sickier version :/ And he called me a bimbo today cos he said i dont know anything?? Wth! Nobody teach me so i dont know lor ):

2010-04-13T22:29:00.001+08:00

O.M.G You freaking big mouth! Totally spoilt our surprise for Brendan. Thanks ah! Totally told him tat the hotel room you booked for sleep over is very nice. Now brendan knows that we are going to be sleeping over in a hotel and tat was meant to be a surprise. I think you just want him to know that you are the one who booked the room so ya now he knows. Happy?

2010-04-12T22:27:00.003+08:00

Where do i belong

The feeling's back. The feeling of abandonment. Though it doesnt really fit into this case. I cant click with anyone there, i cant open myself to them just like how everyone is starting to. Just as i became closer with them, i had to leave them. I have no one to really talk to. I need time again and this kinda sucks cos i have to start all over again, to make friends. I. was nice to come sit and talk with me, noticing how blank my face was.

On a side note. Going to driving centre at kaki bukit after dance tmr to register for my btt. Was laughing at the name comfort delgro and i was telling sam that i wun be going there cos i dun think the one at kaki bukit is called comfort delgro. In the end, ya. Dun laugh. Luckily the centre closes at 7pm.

2010-04-11T23:04:00.001+08:00

Ya ya ya 口不对心 I didnt feel touched at all surprisingly. I think im over reacting but who cares.

2010-04-10T21:41:00.003+08:00

About a month left & we'll be out on stage!

Rapture's in about a month's time and im getting more excited actually. Haha. But i know i still have alot more steps to learn and clean up >.< Bought 12 rapture tickets for my frens today (: Tot today was the only day to buy -.- I still need to collect money from some and a few more to go before i meet my quota! I really appreciate those who transferring money into my acc, esp trevor, efficiently transferred $88 into my acc! (:

Went over to jo's house for movie marathon after dance! Orphan & Final Destination 4 Omg gore till i didnt feel like eating for awhile. But i like the meat patty part one though! Haha! Think im feeling more sadistic :O

Looks like im not the only one feeling disappointed. We are. & it's kinda strange cos we tot this would not happen. These small little things can actually bring us all apart, further away from each other. You may think that we are kicking up a fuss. Maybe you wun understand, cus you are all too busy with your own things. We are just so disappointed.

2010-04-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

Break.

Tmr will be a short break from dance. Is the only day (besides sunday) that i do not have dance. I need this time to go do other things such as visit the bank!!

Blocking was done today. Omg i could feel the pressure and stress coming in. But i know all these will pay off on 14th May. And im kinda tired from asking ppl if they would like to come for rapture alr. Cos we have to inform the teachers the number of tickets that we want on this saturday :/ And we have to sell a min of 20 tickets each. I really appreciate those who reply me quick. Trevor was the most enthu one haha reading this kinda simple texts just makes me smile to my phone. Ya im dumb like that.

It will soon be yog rehearsals. Coming tgt with rapture practices. Saturday afternoons from 2 weeks later onwards will be dedicated to yog practices. Wonder if crescent's performing for yog too? Then i will be able to see laoshi and the juniors.

死也要拚出来. This came into my head all of a sudden just now.

2010-04-03T22:36:00.005+08:00

Kim Hyun Hoong!!

HAHA ya my new idol! <3! HEEHEE Yoon Ji Hoo from Boys Over Flowers, leader of SS501! He dances damn well and is like so hawt HAHA okay i sound so _. HAHA. YESSSS. Please be nice to me is the (Y) song thing now :D

Today's a crazy day! Dance ended at 1 plus, went to eat bak kut teh with leyi and jo at clake quay! And, we saw some guys fighting! It was so interesting! Didnt manage to see what happened in the end though! After bkt, we went to walk ard at The Central, visited Sticky and we were all so fascinated about the process in which they made their candies! Omg it was so cool! Bought a pkt of mango flavoured ones :D

Went to have tea at sun with moon after tat, we shared tofu cheese cake which was (Y) ttm and some matcha parfait or smth haha. Walked along the quay (: It felt great cos i felt like it has been such a long time since i've laughed so hard and wholeheartedly. Oh man~

Oh ya, wanted to see the doctor today, but the clinic was closed ): I WILL go see tmr. I dun want to be deaf ): I was quite shocked and disgusted by the sight of my ears actually, after jo took a photo of it. Yuck ttm.

Catching Remember Me with sam tmr! :D

2010-04-01T20:43:00.003+08:00

I've got so many things to do!!!

1. Register for btt
2. See the doctor for my ear
3. Find a math private tutor ASAP
4. Collect $ from class to buy tys for everyone
5. Collect chem tut from photocopy shop
6. Copy econs notes cos i missed lecture
7. Save money to buy econs textbook asap
8. Go to mama's house to pass to her the photos we took tgt
9. Get a second ear piercing
10.Go to the bank!!!!

K all these are rather urgent (want plus need) omggggggg

& i have dance tmr from 8-1. And 扫墓 after tat, followed by buffet dinner at furama. AH PACKED!

2010-03-30T22:45:00.002+08:00

Time past so fast tonight ):

Soccer match today was so exciting as expected!! Sa vs Nj, 4-0! (: There was this part which was so exciting, the ball was almost in, and den jiachuan (if im not wrong) kicked the ball out of the pitch! HEH! Darren scored the first goal, nev scored one, pradeep scored 2! (: (: (: So proud of you guys!!

Dinner after the match with bowlhead and dragon, they two are just crazy and i dunno why they just like to argue so much, but in the not fighting way. Guys are just like tat, arguing with each other, insisting that they are right. HAHA Okay fine dun kill me.

Just finished cutting out the thingys for my planner and so fast, it is almost 11 alr ): I need to go sleep soon ): I just got my new planner today from noelle (: So now, i have one small elmo one, and the daily new one (: heehee. Oh, speaking of noelle, she pronounces bugis as bew gees! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA Okay i shd stop making fun of her :P

Night ppl! (: It's gonna be a long long day tmr!!

2010-03-27T00:27:00.002+08:00

Math private tutor pls? ):

I tot i've found one, but, it turned out to be false hopes. Cos the tutor's charges are really high, like $70 per hour?? Ugh! I need one desperately ):

Anw, i ought to be sleeping on my bed now, but im kinda tempted to blog tdy i dunno why >.<

Watched the guys' soccer match today! Think we were so noisy! I was like screaming all the way! Cant believe how excited i can get when im watching a soccer match. Soccer was nvr part of anything which makes me excited haha! It was so excitingggg! But guess it's only when i watch ppl whom i know play! I was like shouting "Go guang! Go justin! Go jiachuan! Go pradeep! Go neville! Go herbin! Go joshua!" The rest i shouted too though i dunno them in person HAHA. And there's this national team player he's damn good! Jiachuan's head balls were so great!! And pradeep damn poor thing kept falling down.

Went for dance dinner after tat (: Celebrated vivien's birthday. Surprise was 100% successful! (:

Alright, dance from 8.30-4 tmr, and im coming home to bathe and den going out again for ijtp band concert at cjc!

Night! (:

2010-03-24T22:40:00.002+08:00

It has been such a tiring day!!

Early in the morning, ran 2.4 trial -.- Due to my age, i ran 15.06 mins, which means it would be either a c or d :/ But not like it's the real one anw :p

Anw, kinda dissapointed with myself >.< I need to do well for my econs n gp!!!! Think im like one of the worst repeat students.. Smart trex got like 78 rank points?!?! Or somewhere along tat line ):

Dance today was hardcore 5 hours plus! Had auditions for ms wee's item and it was alright i guess maybe after a few practices she'll just kick me out of her item >.< Rapture's coming up quite soon!!! Quite worried that i will have not much time for other things n that my memory space not big enough to store the steps for qt least 4 items >.<

So tires now going off to zzz alr!

2010-03-20T22:16:00.004+08:00

<3 My new blogskin! (:

I was being such a pig today! ): Was supposed to meet sam at 1.30 at city hall, but, I WOKE UP AT 2.30!!!!!!!!!!! Best or not!!! Ugh. >.< Hope i wun oversleep again tmr!!! ):

Sam got me into the missing kevin mood again last night!!! ): Cant believe he didnt know about kevin! Either he stm or i didnt tell him much.. But i think it's he stm lor!! ): Ugh!!!!

Finally washed my pair of converse shoes! Heehee! Thinking if i should get the pair of shoes i saw at bata (Yes, bata, im also quite surprised)

Currently loving the song "seoul" by snsd and super junior! (:

Is Kfc still selling eggtarts?? ): I wanna get them noowww ):

All the best for your BTs people! (: Jiayou! (:

2010-03-19T00:36:00.002+08:00

I need to say byebye to my holidays soon ):

Seriously, this holiday feels sooooo short! I've not have enough of it yet! Call me greedy or wat :P

Finally, met up with monster today! <3 Met her at city hall n den we went round trying to get ethanol his early birthday present before meeting him for sakae buffet. As usual, monster and i can only get stupid things heehee. Caught up with monster and the both of us damn pig, kept wanting to eat this and that heehee. Or maybe, it's only me :O Haha.

The food at sakae buffet was alright but the salmon was kinda gross >.< The three of us were so tired of laughing i bet haha. 3 hours passed very quickly cos we were so nonsensical and didnt even take note of the time.

Den, went for an impromptu meeting with the guys/girls at gayle's house! Monster was so sweet she was worried that i will lose my way there so she took the bus with me <3 heehee. I think if she didnt accompany me, i would have missed my stop seriously!

Yay great day today! Heehee! It's gonna be studying day tmr! Gp, chem tut, reading math probability tmr!!!! (: (:

Guys' soccer match tmr! All the best!

2010-03-17T23:26:00.002+08:00

Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby~

Visit to kbox after 5 hours of dance was awesome! We rock man totally! It has been quite some time since i've been to a productive kbox! Productive in the sense that everybody was not shy to sing, some ppl just shouted out loud, stood on the sofa jumping, me dancing to gee, like total craziness! And singing duets proper with yinzheng, kimberly also la, but bi jing she's a zar bor haha!! Sang till like 7.40 den we went to some bbq chicken thing downstairs, which was nice i think (: Heehee! Happy day!

And oh! I was quite surprised that i could actually survived on 1 pineapple tart and 1 oreo throughout that 5 hours of dance! :O Though i felt like i was almost going to puke out all my gastric juices in front of z. during the audition HAHA.

Sakae sushi buffet with monster and ethanol tmr! :D Gonna be another outing when i need my voice alot alot :D heh heh!

2010-03-16T23:50:00.001+08:00

There're so many things i need/want to buy!! And i keep forgetting abt them. I shall pen them down here!!

- Fahrenheit Concert Dvd
- Econs JS textbook
- Yueru's birthday present
- Show luo's concert ticket
- Earpiece

Gonna bring my new elmo bag to sku tmr! Heh! :D

2010-03-13T22:05:00.009+08:00

Best birthday i've ever had! :D

This is the best birthday i've ever had! :D Heehee! Thanks everyone!

It started from ytd. Kimberly asked me to go to the cafe with her after assembly. I tot she wanted to study econs with me cos she didnt bring along her notes haha! Den, when we went to the cafe, headstart kids were all there with a cake!!!!!! :D Thanks to kimberly aka kimbeni, hsien juen aka chiobu, yinzheng aka bowlhead, dilong aka dragon, zexun aka uncle pokka, hosung aka korean domo, nicki and pearlyn!!!! <3!!!!! Uncle pokka had his dslr and he was chasing after yinzheng and dilong to shoot them cos yinzheng wanted to put cream on dilong so they were chasing each other HAHA

Den, during lunch, gayle suddenly asked me to return my bowl and said very dirty or wat, den when i came back, my class sang birthday song for me and had cake also! :D Haha! So touched!!!!

And at night, had bbq party with tourpeeps! Thanks sean for the planning and trevor & my bro for helping out to deco and set up! And the sleepy beauty cake haha. we were quite shocked when we saw the cake cos im not the princessy kind hahaha but nvm! it's still great! Blackforest cake! :D

Now, this morning.. i was sleeping till 12.. den my bro suddenly came into and woke me up and said my frens were downstairs. i got a shock and jumped out of my bed!! Went down, with my centre parting damn messy hair and with my specs on. Toot ttm!!!

We went to tampines mall after tat swensons! :D They treated me <3! And vivien sneaky ah they got me an ice cream cake! <3 Yummz! Had to eat it without my hands haha! V helped me got a free icecream from swensons too haha! didnt know they will give free icecream to birthday girls/boys!!! Haha!!

Went to fareast after tat and they bought me a dress from there! :D

Dinner with dad and bro at some thai restaurant omg the tomyum soup nearly killed me haha!

Thank you so much people for making my day!!! Thanks for your wishes and gifts!!

Thank you (no particular order)

Vivien
Hsuni
Shijia
Leyi
Ben
Rena
Sam
Ko
Siying monster
Yeewen wugui
Wendy
Aqilah lala
Siok
Jo
Thanh
Sharleen
Yuki
Joshua
Dominic
Lilian
Shiqi
Ronald
Kimberly
Chibo
Uncle pokka
Dilong
Yinzheng
Hosung
Nicki
Pearlyn
Qianying
Xiangan
Trevor
Sean
Shaun
Teshya
Siewying
Siewmay
Kengyi
Yueru
Yuexie
Ziqi
Brendan
Aisyah
Ethanol
Kimberlee
Kenneth Tham (!!! I was so shocked when he texted me hahaha!)
Keane
Guin
Lynnette
Yanjing
Michelle
Jialing
Candice
Jiali
10S25

Thanks guys for the efforts u put in for planning of party/surprises, doing of cards and gifts, and ben for the video (i totally love the paris and milan part HAHA) and vivien for consolidating those dedications from besties whom i havent met for a long time!! thanksssssssss! Ben really stalker ttm!! HAHAHAHA!!!!!

2010-03-06T21:02:00.002+08:00

Im so sick of everything.

I cant do my amath cos i've forgotten most of it. The information just couldnt seem to enter my brain despite reading the textbook -.- Tried switching to doing chem instead since i've alr asked shijia to revise with me amath tmr. Chem. Sigh. It gets even more stressful when you've alr been through it a year but yet you cant seem to solve the problems easily. Im currenly stucked at states of matter now. Yes it's quite a simple topic but i cant complete the tutorial.

And, i got so irritated at my family this evening. Small issues but it made me ponder what is a happy family all about. Have i ever experienced it ever since primary school? Living in a family in which your parents do not talk to each other at all. Your mother treating your dad as a complete stranger, even calling him names in front of you. Asking you to be the postman, passing words here and there between your parents. Being biased against by them perhaps just cus your results suck and that you cant study for whatever sake? Your brother not bothering about his sister much. Others say that having an elder brother is good cus they can protect the sister or pamper them? Didnt get to experience that much. Your younger brother backstabing you, being a complete immature idiot. But he can be nice to you at times? Maybe those are only the times when he needed your help. Nevertheless, he is still the only reason why you are hanging on to this family. Sam ow you are such a retard.

I want to escape. Monster says i can elope with her to japan den to korea. (Elope's not really the most appropriate word to use though) Cus she wants to see her arashi. I miss my monster so much ):

2010-03-06T01:05:00.002+08:00

The tiredness and negativity starts to set in.

Went kbox with trevor siewmay n kim today. not bad (: kim is so noisy!! HAHAHAHA

Watched percys with the korea kids and i like the show (: Smth like harry potter type haha.

Anw. Why do things not go our way usually. Fate? I dun think i will link this with the issue of religion. Unexplainable? Maybe it's wat sam said "cruel twist of fate" haha.

Im so annoyed with someone. What's wrong with just telling me what i asked you? I think you should just go straight to the point, and not ask me questions that do not really care. In other words, i dun think it's any of your business. Since you are so reluctant to say, i will have to count on myself to go find the answer that i want -.-

And oh, please do not try to change anything. Thanks.

2010-03-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

Rewind (sort of)

Today, i realised that my class's quite fun actually.haha! one person actually asked me if im a new student in the class. oops. and the retainees are just like sabo ing each other in class haha funny ttm. And i cant be tat gullible alr!! omgzz.

Pe today was fun! Ran 3 rounds and i havent been running since a long long time ago. the good thing is, our pe teacher ran with us (: And he asked me why i was absent on friday. so i was like "er. diarrhoea". den, guangfu shouted "PON!" i was like !!!!!! haha!! Had captains ball after tat! kinda miss that game cos i havent play captains ball for a longggg time alr!

Had dinner with lala after tat! omg fun times <3 went home with lala and joel after tat and time always pass very fast cos we keep on laughing and laughing :D

I dont know why, but the quote "it is not the end that matters. it is the journey that matters in the end" keeps appearing on my head. i rmb that quote was given by my p6 teacher, mr david lim HAHA!

2010-02-28T22:16:00.004+08:00

Diao si mi diao?

Was woken up by my mum cos she asked me to do down to watch the lion dance. i was like -.- go back to sleep. Had 4 hours of tuition with shijia today (: Chem was kinda sucky cos he doesnt write down how to get his figures but his sissy-ness adds laughter to the class. Math tuition was good (:

Went for dinner with mum and bro after tat. Omg. There was this lady. Who kept staring at brendan/me. we were like ??? like she will talk talk, den look at us, den talk talk, den look at us and tat went on for like more than half n hour???? den when she stared at me, brendan will purposely stare at me hahaha. Or when she stared at me, he'll look at my mother and say "diao si mi diao". LOL.

Had hagen dazs after tat. i think it's so ex :O tskk tskk.

I gotta sleep early! Lessons end at 5/530 for me tmr ):

Oh i forgot to mention that im in the same tuition class as xiangliang! haha! wat a surprise!! :D

2010-02-27T00:15:00.002+08:00

Pls be more considerate and reflect upon your actions.

Met the kids for dinner at chomp chomp. First, these 2 couples, they were taking their own sweet time to eat, lie on shoulder smile here smile there. I went out to find my bro den when we were walking back to the hawker centre, those two couples left the place and den the girl stared at me and said "no manners" and diao-ed me. Hello? i didnt even disturb u eat la! Felt so yuan wang-ed. B! So finally after waiting for quite some time, we finally got our seats. Okay. Went to buy breezer cos i was craving for it. Ky said i was drunk lol but i wasnt. Who so cui will get drunk after drinking breezer [except bl (you know who u are)] hahaha. k den it was so annoying cos someone asked us to go to his fren's hse and it's "very near" and he had been repeating that for like 20 mins. we got damn pissed cos we were like following him aimlessly. Didnt even consider the fact that the kids need to be back home asap. and my bro n i too since our mum was calling our phones like mad. some of us even have to go to sku tmr. wts. got so pissed and we started to scold him and he could still give excuses for himself. Took a cab, n he just came into our cab and asked him to give him a ride. the taxi driver was so pissed and tskk at him. and after he alighted, the driver started to ask abt him and complained abt him and said that he had attitude problem. seriously i think the taxi driver was so pro as he could tell wat kinda person he is. im so glad that i didnt agree to be tgt with u. time can really tell how a person truly is. looks like the 2 months are worth it afterall!

Omg i just received a text trying to give excuses for his actions again. it's really pissing me off. i think we shd heed the taxi driver's advice and stop hanging out with him. i think the more i hang out with the kids i will get more wrinkles lol. they are really very naughty (but adorable) and most importantly with this kinda person somemore, i think i will get pissed till i explode. because of tat person, we reached home so late, and i need to go sleep really soon cos i have dance tmr.

2010-02-23T22:02:00.003+08:00

Sheesh my mum just nagged to me abt studying. She doesnt know i study in sku during the long breaks i have and come nagging at me say she nvr see me studying when she saw me do my work last night. She happy happy say wat one la no wonder nobody really cares about what she says in this house >.< Come home first thing - nag at us. (Us = brendan n i cos it's nvr ben) -.-

2010-02-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

LOVE THIS TTM MAN

<3!

2010-02-21T22:25:00.002+08:00

Facades that cannot be easily deciphered

Performance at united square today was quite good (: Just tat z was there and it makes us all feel so pressurised >.< For me at least.. Saw trevor with his dslr at the 2nd floor while i was dancing haha. Thanks lele and leyi for the tank top and jacket! (:

Went out with the kids and kimberly after tat. Went to play guitar hero/ band hero/ guitar hero 5 at cine (: i think it's not bad! Will go with my other frens some time soon (: However, the quality and condition of the consoles/instruments werent really ideal. It's like faulty/no batt -.- den we had to waste time askin the personnel to fix for us -.-

Anw, i realised that everything's getting much more complicated as the days go by. Seeing the real persons, how much they can be trusted, and who they really are inside them confuse me alot. But i wun be greatly affected by it since they are not the ones who i spend the most time with. Not to sound mean, but it's the truth cos i spend most of my time with frens in college >.<

Gonna study for msas! I want to do well!! All the best for ur bts too frens! <3

2010-02-16T13:31:00.002+08:00

新年快樂! (:

Visiting on the first day was quite D: At one of the stops, 70-80% of the convo was on e.d.u.c.a.t.i.o.n -.-

Went to tour peeps' houses on the second day and was so glad tat i wore my fbts and a comfortable dress cos we decided to stay over at tesh's house the last min (: Was damn pissed and annoyed ytd but after the subject left i was okay alr. Seriously. slept at like 4am and before tat we were watching the eye (: Left tesh's hse earlier cos we had to meet ad they all for lunch and dad was so nice he came all the way from the east to beauty world there to pick us up (: <3 Surprisingly, mum didnt nag! Btw i think humans are so hard to understand as you wouldnt know which is the real them. Siblings are telling us about their siblings and it's like they are so different. Hmmmmmm.

Think im gonna sleep soon. Good night peeps! (:

2010-02-13T00:29:00.002+08:00

Friends

Yes after considering for quite long, i've decided to say no to him haha. My dear frens i know im quite fickle abt it, but at least i thought hard over this right? (:

Dance performance in the morning was a blast! The surprise teachers dancing to "Nobody" were in our room and all the male teachers were so cute n they looked like little kids cos the way they dressed up was tok gong. haha! 2 performances, one j1s another j2s. It's very nice to hear the cheers from the saints before and after the performances! (:

Went out to meet tour peeps after tat. Was damn annoyed and pissed.But it's over now (; The kids damn cute, kept looking at my eyes. Cos i didnt remove my make up for fear that it'll smudge. Like it just did and i spent 20 freaking minutes just to remove my eyeliner and it's not even cleaned properly now -.- sian. Saw shihan, amanda choo and another of her fren, went to eat at astons tgt with the tour peeps and them! (: I love shihan and amanda man! They are like haha best rebuttal beings! <3!

Camwhored in cathay after tat, and den cabbed home (: Dunno why today so hard to get cabs >.<

2010-02-10T22:47:00.002+08:00

Friends (:

This issue is getting a little hard to comprehend. The real definitions of friends, what a true friendship really is and it's strength. Still, great to know that i have friends who stand by me throughout (:

Cca sign up today. And had rehearsal for cny. Most of us were singing along to the mentor's item heh. The rehearsal for me was kinda screwed up cos i was wearing foot thongs and the stage was much more slippery than when i wore my shoes the other time :O haha.

Rehearsal's gonna take a long time tmr. I need to sleep early. Good night people (:

2010-02-09T22:25:00.002+08:00

You're happy when i'm sad

Quarrelled with brendan when i got home today cos he gave me that kinda shitty attitude. Like i asked to borrow his desktop nicely, he gave me the sacarstic tone. Freaking annoying. We started to quarrel, cos he tot i was the one who gave him the attitude, and said that i have an attitude problem, and started calling me a retainee and giving me the gangster pose which i hate. I started crying again. And now when im penning this post. Why do people like to make things worst when in the first place things arent really in place for you. Want ask me more geog/math/english/chem questions? GO ASK THE TOILET BOWL IN FUTURE YOU IDIOT! I'M SERIOUSLY ANNOYED THIS TIME. IT'S NOT THE FIRST TIME YOU GAVE ME THAT EYES AND CALL ME A RETAINEE, AND SHOW ME THE SINCE-YOU-ARE-A-RETAINEE-YOU-HAVE-NO-RIGHTS-TO-TALK-TO-ME SHITTY FACE. HAPPY SOLVING YOUR OWN HOMEWORK PROBLEMS TONIGHT OR BE PREPARED TO FACE THE MUSIC TMR AS I CONFIRM PLUS CHOP WUN TEACH YOU ANYTHING TONIGHT. BYE YOU FREAK. I THINK THIS ANGER/DISAPPOINTMENT IN ME WILL NOT SUBSIDE TILL 2/3 DAYS LATER.

I think im getting much more vulgar these days. One day hear at least 15 times fuck in school, how to not get influenced?

On a lighter note, kbox was great today.

2010-02-09T13:42:00.002+08:00

We cant plan everything; so we should just let it be planned

A close fren of mine's grandma just passed away this morning. (This sentence structure sounds wrong) Anw, heard that she was still okay this morning. I think it's like so abrupt. Stay strong alright! You have always been very strong so i believe that you will be able to get through this eventurally! (:

Wasting time in school now haha. Waiting for sh they all to end their lessons so that we can go kbox (: It has been such a long time since i've been to kbox! Will be going to scape park for a groovy hip hop dance trial lesson after tat (:

I wanna trim my own fringe again!!! There are some long strands which i missed the other time. Gonna get a new pair of scissors. Got the layer one last night! Wish me all the best people! I dun want my own hair to be screwed up in my own hands!

Approx half an hour more before i can leave school. Shall continue chatting on windows messenger.

Jiayou! (:

2010-02-07T00:56:00.003+08:00

經不起考驗

Had dinner at some Imperial nan bei restaurant at taka with the tour kids today. It was our reunion dinner. Damn ex! While waiting, asked kimberly to come find me since she was nearby :D heehee. Walked around with her, trying to find her mp3, den went back for dinner (:

Sean made wooden thingys for us girls today (: And tat idiot treated us to this disgusting dessert. He knew it's not nice alr, he just wanted to see our reactions -.- damn retarded right! Waste money only lor! Den walked around and waited for ziqi's parents to come.. my legs were so tired and painful. >.<

Camwhore with the crazy canto clique!

2010-02-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

Fml.

2010-02-04T21:11:00.002+08:00

14 Blades (:

Went to ps with kimberly, hsien juan and yinzheng after sku (: I ate 2 cups of yami cos all of them bought the medium one!! :D Stood there and chat with the aunty at yami :O Actually it was only hsien juan luh hahaha. Damn fun today! We were all laughing at mad, laughing abt mankini for yinzheng and went window shopping, showing each other the type of clothes that we think are nice :D

Hsien juan left, den the rest of us continued walking, and den went to somerset to meet jen.. pretty leh! haha! And den, kimberly and i went to meet sean and his frens for 14 blades!! (: (: Luckily kimberly went with me luh, if not so weird. haha. And she very funny! Keep asking me to say no HAHA. Chat alot of her and laughed like some siao gilas haha.

Oh man my sore throat is like still there.. Spamming water now!!!!

2010-02-03T22:16:00.001+08:00

Orientation dance! (:

Went tgt with my og this morning! im so guai! (; haha. Left earlier and went to prepare for the perf. And, my other dance mates were putting on make up by themselves. And i freaking dunno how to, so i had to ask audrey and vera for help -.- The only thing i could do mysef was foundation and lipstick -.- hahaha super noob and failure. Am gonna learn how to put on by myself!!!!

Lala and i wanted to go for the finale.. Reached the hall at 7.30, den all of them were screaming like mad and moving out of the hall. So we tot that maybe they were moving to the cc. Asked hosung where they were going den, HE SAID FINALE END ALR!!!! We were like :O HAHA! Too bad~

Felt so sleepy :O Trained with lala and joel (: Time passed so fast cos we were having so much fun :D

And i cant remove my eyeliner fully! What is this!!

2010-02-02T21:41:00.002+08:00

There's no such thing as miracle. Only coincidence.

Super bad luck day today.

Went shopping with shijia in the afternoon. Bought my pumps bracelets necklace belt dress. After tat, went to meet yanjing and hsien juan for dance at some building beside the skate park at somerset. Groovy hip hop. Not bad. Left the place. Took train to city hall. At douby ghaut, hsien juan suddenly asked me where my plastic bag is. I gasp and ran out of the train to take the train back to somerset. Phone no batt, told dad to leave house at 8.45 but brendan interpreted it as meet me at 8.45. I was like so frustrated with myself and ran all the way from the station to the dance studio. Ran all the way back and was like panicking cos i know dad's character. Lack of patience. Reached simei, ran all the way down to the pick up point. I stood there like some idiot, thinking that maybe dad waited for me somewhere else. I waited for 15 mins and my eye was freaking hurt cos smth went into my eye and i started to tear. Den i started to cry cos i was like hoping that dad will come n i will look out for any bmw that drove past. each bringing disappointment. the worst thing was my phone died. i couldnt contact anyone. decided to walk back myself and continued crying. damn childish i know. den i heard this car screeched when it break and i freaking tot tat was dad car cos it had the same sound when it breaks. Reached home, found out that i have no key. decided to pull open the sliding door and it succeeded and mum tot i was a burglar. threw that shopping bag onto the floor and went up. threw my bag down and brendan said i elephant. i got damn upset cos i was thinking he didnt even ask me why i was so late. started crying at mad while i was bathing. sheesh. hate this.

2010-02-01T22:27:00.002+08:00

Tired ah!!!!!

Orientation today was so tiring cos we had amazing race, and went places out of sku. and played games along the way. I made new frens (: But the only fren i made on friday appealed out of sa alr ): haha. Today they were shouting the thyadius cheers and i was standing in front, like a statue HAHA cos i didnt know any! Now i know one poker face one damn cute. Cant _ my cant _ my _ _ _ i dunno wat the words are actually haha

I need to go shop for new year clothes but apparently im filled everyday now alr ): Tuesday i have orientation dance clean up, wednesday arts enrichment performance, thurs 14 blades with sean, friday cny dance, saturday dance pract in the day at dinner at chomp chomp with korea kids in the evening. So, im only left with sunday and i think i have to help my bro choose his clothes so dun think i will get to find mine. So far i only bought a halter top. -.- And the funny thing is, can see my swimming costume tanline HAHA so ugly >.<

Alright i shd go sleep soon cos i only slept for 4 hours last night!!! :O

2010-01-29T20:41:00.002+08:00

It's how much a person's heart can hold.

Orientation was not bad today! (: Gonna participate more in my og next monday haha. The people are nice and high too haha. Shermin and joycelyn are intending to join dance! (:

OGR (Orientation Group Retainees) is the name we create ourselves. Think the retainees this year are quite enthu! When the sc were singing the sku hymn, all of the retainees went to the front of the stage, arms on each other's shoulders and started to sing, though i only like know the last part of the sky hymn HAHA.

Orientation this year really reminds of my orientation time last year, where i got really close with my og mates, and when i first made true frens. Though our friendships were not very stable throughout the year, but everything always went back to normal. Like how i talk to ko and sam normally now :D Really great! True frens, true family made there. <3

There's a monster jumping in my head ): Hate it. I think only sam will know what im talking about haha. Btw, sorry sam for daoing u unknowingly!!! Promise i will shout "HI SAM" the next time i see you in sku! (:

Dance at 8 tmr. I need energy pls.

2010-01-27T22:10:00.002+08:00

Dance exhausted all of my energy

Reached the studio ard 2.30 today, and dance was hardcore all the way till 7.45. I was totally energy-less. After dancing the orientation item, i felt breathless again. AGAIN!!!! I seriously could feel like windpipe shrunk and it was so hard to breathe. Omg is there such a thing called late asthma or smth? Prob i will have it.

Met lala and joel after dance and we walked to pp tgt (:

Oh we were camwhoring with zexun's camera today haha super fun camwhoring with a tripod stand and a dslr (is his?) ya and we a remote. So all we had to do was press a button on the remote which was in our hands heehee.

Im sort of going to miss Class A haha. All the crazy things ppl comment during class!

Okay i dunno wat to type now. Prob going to hit the pillow! And oh! Congrats to kimberlee for admission into ur choice! RJ!!! (:

2010-01-26T22:28:00.002+08:00

這是愛嗎

School's kinda cool today. All j2s not in sku, only the repeat students. So it was unusually quiet.

Im so pissed with brendan now. Cos he is like using msn (i know it's not discussing abt work) and doing his homework. Which obviously hinders his work, and so, the light will be switched on for a longer time and we cant go to sleep, inclding my mama. -.- He say he cold, den ask me to switch off the air con. So i was like you cold can switch the aircon off, but when we want to sleep, we cant switch off the lights? And expectedly, his reply was none other than "shut up la". So no creative and lack of vocab -.-

Feeling quite relieved cos i told sean about what i felt. It's better this way cos at least he knows what i think about this whole thing. Tat stupid boy say got surprise again HAHA im quite curious what is it this time! His spelling really cmi one lor! haha (This sentence reminds me of moses :O )

Dance tmr and i really hope that we will end early cos mama will be at home and brendan has tuition till night, so no one will accompany her ):

Watched the orientation dance rehearsal video that na took and i realised got some parts can improve so im kinda happy cos got this video heehee. And i saw the guy parts and i felt quite sad for them cos they had to shake with us girls at some points and hmm doesnt really look very suitable. :O

Orientation's starting this thursday. Guess im going to pop in and out every now and then haha!

I shall try to go sleep now! Good night readers!

2010-01-24T20:21:00.002+08:00

I'm home, but it's not home sweet home.

Dad picked us up today. Didnt feel as sad though, cos, mama's coming over to stay at our house on tuesday (: So i have declined the appt on tuesday, just for mama <3!

I seriously hate goodbyes. Inevitable, yet gross.

Yuki babe hasnt been texting me much nowadays. I understand that people get busy nowadays cos of j2 life. But it's still quite saddening that we only got much closer during the hols, after promos last yr. :/

Met the tour kids on friday to catch Tooth Fairy. I would prefer Spy Next Door though (: It's much more comical, prob because of Jackie Chan. Sean cut his hair, less spiky, flatter, and less golden! Haha! Prefer his new hairstyle!! And ya he was surprisingly quiet that night.. Most of us were dressed in our uniform, except trevor who is studying uni and sean in poly (: The auntie at the ticket counter asked if trevor was our teacher HAHA

Tie kids! Yuexiu!

2010-01-22T13:52:00.002+08:00

我就是喜歡在這裡住！

I like to stay here even though the kitchen always has ants, the flush is not working well, the shower head is spoilt and cant be used, cant bathe with hot water, i can walk from the start to the end of the house within 25 steps, no air con, no full financial support cos we dun like to borrow money from you all, we will get nagged by aunt when we watch the tv for too long cos she's afraid that the tv will be spoilt, my uncle will look at my laptop when im using. I just love staying here.

The reasons are simple <3

2010-01-21T22:38:00.002+08:00

Why does one have to keep so many secrets?

Hi! School's _ hmm i dunno wat to say. Haha. My new geog tchr's super 機車 but i guess he's good. Oh we have to write this one page long intro abt ourselves -.- Haha and he refused to tell us where his pigeon hole is n asked us to look for it ourselves.. >.<

Im seriously trying to sort my own thoughts now. K so am i feeling so irritated because i care or just because i was told a lie? Maybe it's not really a lie, but you didnt correct the others when they said about it? Sigh i dun feel like going tmr anymore.

2010-01-17T18:39:00.002+08:00

Serious thoughts once again!

Friends, i havent told the answer yet. Haha. Cos i was thinking again, n i kinda came up with a temporary conclusion- I shouldnt rush into things! (:

Went to Chevrons for bowling ytd, and then to Teshya's house for her birthday party! (: Her house is like so HUGE. Super huge okay!!!! Her house has like dunno how many tvs, a DRUM SET (I kept playing with it heehee), Wii, POOL TABLE and ya others! HAHA Super entertaining! We played pool and wii since after we came back from bowling till night. My wrists were aching from wii! Watched tv from like 3 plus am till abt 4. The guys slept while we girls went to Teshya's room! We didnt feel like sleeping. I was like playing with Siewying's nds. Cooking mama and mario kart! I slept from like 5.30 to 7!!!! Woke up and played pool, again! Won trevor can! :D heehee! Then played wii again, den went to eat prata and back to her house for pool and wii AGAIN. Seriously this two days were hardcore playing. Play till i was so tired!!!!

Sean helped me do some fortune telling and hmm it was kinda accurate? But i bet most of the time he was like u know, 亂掰ing!!!! He was like my love relationship is like im feeling confused, and dunno if i shd like expand or continue or smth along tat line luh which was quite accurate! (:

ALright im too tired now alr haha gtg sleep early soon!!!!!!!

2010-01-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

It'll be a new beginning! (:

Alright dear frens, i have decided that the day shall be tmr.. My close frens should know what im talking abt (: Heehee. I promise when i find the chance, i will tell him my answer :D

School's kinda sucky as usual.. Crashed math lecture for the j2s today and sat in during moses' gp. HAHA. Was stoning during the lecture and doing my own work during gp! (:

It's kinda saddening. I know it's like you all say you all dun mind, but like i know deep inside your hearts you despise us. Ultimately, it's us who landed ourselves into this plight.

Anw, i got caught for my skirt length this morning -.- First time! But ms faizal was nice enough to not ask me go to the front! Heh! Lijie tried to help by saying maybe im just tall HAHA! And i think i have to change my laces from pink to white too -.- So annoying.

Teshya's birthday party tmr! (:

2010-01-12T20:00:00.002+08:00

School kinda sucks.

Yes school's kinda boring cos i have to make frens all over again. Made new frens though (: Day one was kinda lost for me. Didnt know wat my headstart class was, and didnt know where to go to sit and stuff.

Our temp ct and co-ct seem nice though. Day 1 was no lessons at all. Just intro and getting to know our classmates.

Headed to crescent after tat to accompany shijia to collect her o's results! Memories. Haha. Took the same path as i was when i was heading to school to collect my results a year ago.

Met sean at ps and he was lateeeeeee!!! What was worst was that my phone died, n i couldnt contact him at all! Then, i realised that his handphone number starts with 8, which means it's a starhub number. So, i went to use the wifi and websms him. HAHA. We were supposed to meet at 4.30, but he came at 5. Was really quite impatient and (#^@%^$ but when he came he told me his lessons ended late so i was like okay, appeased~ Caught The Vampire's Assistant at The Cathay! Not bad! It's sorta my kind of movie cos i think vampires are cool! (: Didnt take notice of the time and i felt quite bad reaching my grandma's house at like 8..

I'm kinda sick of breaks in between lessons nowadays cos i cant have fun with the kinkies like we did in the past ):

2010-01-10T19:45:00.002+08:00

It's the start of school tomorrow!!!! UGH!!

Sigh. I don't really want to talk about school >.< Jiayou people! We must work hard together! (: Headstart timetable is rather slack. I end school at like what, 10.30 tmr? Gonna head to serangoon to meet sean for his breakfast/ my lunch and then go crescent for shijia's release of o level results (: Have faith in yourself babe! (:

Still at my mama's house now! (: Heehee will only be going home like next week! Hoho!

Hope i will have new classmates who are as great as 09S26.

2010-01-01T12:30:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year! (: I believe that 2010 will be a better year!!

Spent countdown with sean last night. This guy ah full of surprises! First, we went to take a ship and it took more than an hour. It was great as the wind blow towards your face! Went pass Kusu Island, St John's Island and other dunno wat islands. Saw a part of sentosa that i have never seen before too. haha.

Then, after tat it was dinner. It was rather awkward cos it's like a table of 10, and we had to share table with this african couple and another family. The african couple didnt eat much except drinking red wine and we concluded that they only like to eat seafood! Haha! They didnt really touch much on the other food :O

Ate and walked to the side/ near the sea for chats! (:

The dinner place was like a ge tai place haha. This ge tai person cum 4D嫂 in 突然發財 was the host. She was rather funny >.<

Sean and i were trying to find the perfect spot for the fireworks haha. It was rather spectacular (: And i know it's rather drama, but the moment the fireworks started, i started to think alot abt what happened in 2009. All the good and bad stuff.

The part when we were trying to find a cab was like .... haha.. we walked for like 25 mins. Or rather, we spent 25 mins trying to find us a cab. Walked to an expressway also! And the place where we walked was like a zombieland, with drunk construction workers from the IR.

Back home at like almost 2 and i felt bad cos my uncle, mama, and brendan were waiting for me >.< Was talking to brendan before sleep and he was like wanting to sleep but i kept bombarding with things that happened before tat haha.

2009-12-28T13:37:00.002+08:00

3 days to 2010

Im kinda not really looking forward to next year.. >.<

Going to ecp for cycling with the BabyLand kids on wednesday and then going to watch alvin and the chipmunks with them. haha. Kinda looking forward to it. Hopefully there will not be any injuries. However, it's kinda hard to tell since the 2 11 yr old kids will be going and they are kinda scary :O

Going to watch sherlock holmes with sean on friday and then going to vivo for some countdown thingy :O I realised i agreed to go for the countdown thing without realising that it will be past midnight >.<

Im kinda wanting to try to stay home as much as possible now since im staying at my mama's house now. Since last year i had been going out practically almost every day >.<

2009-12-25T21:11:00.009+08:00

Day 5

We went for skiing at Muju Ski Resort! (:

During breakfast, mr lee suddenly shouted "哇!零下十三度啊!" and pointed at the large tv screen at the 雪場. it was stated -13.8deg c. haha. At tat time we were all like sua ku ppl standing there and WHOA!

After breakfast, we went out, and started taking photos. And the kids started to play with the ice haha. I wasnt even wearing my hood, den suddenly, someone threw ice onto me.. KEVIN!!! Revenge was not really taken cos im not a skilled snowball fight player haha. Sean and ziqi started playing like mad and they even took ice which fell on the dustbin. I was like :O

Skiing was damn fun! (: Brendan n I fell down hahaha. I realized that climbing up the slopes were even tougher than skiing downwards! Once, I was about to ski downwards, but, there were too many people and I didn’t know how to steer myself to the left/right. So, I banged straight onto a stranger’s back! Ugh super maluating. My nose was very painful haha. Imagine the impact… >.< I only knew that I banged onto smth greenish white and then I fell backwards. Then Kevin was like telling me how to steer to my left/right and only asked if I was alright and helped me up after that!! I was like shouldn’t you help me up / ask if I was alright first? Haha.
And there was this time when I was skiing down, and Kevin was like walking backwards to help me take photos. Then, the next moment, Kevin fell backwards! Haha that scene was so funny heehee sorry~

Also, there was this boy in our group who was kinda hmm.. solo.. He didn’t want me to help him up when I asked if he wanted to stand up. Cos I realized that he was sitting there alone for quite some time. And my mum just stood in front of him -.- I was like cant you help him? The boy said that he didn’t want to stand up. I had already removed my skis . But, when just when I put my skis back, he said he wanted to stand up!! I was like…. Okay… haha.
We were too tired from skiing and moving up the slopes so we decided to take a break and return the skis when it was like only 12pm. We were only supposed to meet the tour guide at like 4pm haha. We were hungry so we went to grab a bite. Burgers! And, slipperman did something funny man.. He wanted to change the burger from beef to chicken. So, he was like “I dun want moo moo” I want “pokpokkei” with those hand actions. Haha.

After lunch, it was snowball fight!!! Man I miss those times! It was damn fun heehee. Trevor was like standing at one side quiet quiet, kengyi was like throwing at people when we weren’t looking. We were running and running so tired hahaha. And then, we were trying to look for Kevin cos he sort of disappeared after he said he wanted to go to the toilet. Finally, he came, and the moment he came, he was attacked by ice heh heh! The next thing I knew was that I was carried up by him and the usual “you die you die!” haha. The hood was not much of a use!! They went to put down my hood and threw ice on my head! I become 白髮魔女 or smth hahaha. Kevin fed my mouth and eye with ice can. But nvm, in the end he helped me dust away the ice on my hair haha. Since tashya and I were like the “more violent” ones, we were attacked the most I guess haha.

The rest left cos slipperman asked them to go indoors. Then I realized that I couldn’t find Brendan. K I was a little worried cos I only remember him saying that he wanted to go look for sean but they were both nowhere to be found. Then Kevin asked me to go indoors also but I was trying abit hard to tell him that I wanted to go find my bro. So we went to find him and I think we took quite some time to find. Ugh tat Brendan. Sean was abt to go higher up to ski down haha. He was so daring can! So Brendan, Kevin and I waited for sean’s turn to go up and ski down haha. And sean was wearing that cute hat thingy that girls wear haha. Oh ya Kevin also mistaken someone else as my mother! Just cos she and my mother were wearing red winter jackets haha. He wanted to help us take a “main poto” and half of the time we didn’t understand what he was talking about. We just helped him pose for the photos haha.

"Main Poto"

In the bus, we had massage session! Super comfortable and Kevin would say that we got “poishon” when we shouted pain when he pressed some points on our backs haha.
We were staying at Windsor Castle Hotel that night. The name is like.. wa.. but the moment I went in, stepped near the sliding door, the door stuck! And this guy had to pull open the “automatic” door manually. I was like -.- haha.

That night, the kids were gathered in a room and there was this storyteller-Sean. (:
And so, the story of BabyLand unfolded (:

Day 6

It was kinda boring in the morning. Brendan and I were trying to figure out how operate this coffee machine cos it was in Korean haha so malu >.< Visited this Ginseng thingy in the morning and it was so boring >.< Went to make kimchi after that! And tried out the traditional Korean costumes! (: I dun look aunty okay! :p During lunch, something funny happened. Kevin went to take my ring and put in on my ring finger and then called my mother mum haha. K details have alr been told to my close frens heehee.

Ignore my pullover >.<

Sean!

After lunch, we went to some beauty school thing and we were taught how to 保養 haha. I have already forgotten most of the things they taught :O Went to LotteWorld after that! Took the 75deg pirate ship, 360deg roller coaster, and some Indiana Jones thingy. It was much more fun as we went there tgt with our new frens- the kids from BabyLand (: Slipperman sat beside me during the pirate ship and he was so funny. Whenever the thing moved back, he will shout “Look high high! Look high high!” with some fake laughters. You know, those kind when you are scared.. haha.. 360deg roller coaster was so fun! <3! Could hear sean screaming all the way behind us. And I was singing the Dora the Explorer “we made it” song when we were back heehee!

Day 7

Alright, last day of the trip. I remember Kevin getting scolded from mr lee cos he was slightly late. :O Breakfast was with the other stranger tourists. Food was kinda sucky. Dun like them >.< Went down earlier than the rest cos Brendan wanted to hide from the egg that my mum was eating. He simply hates them haha. Saw Kevin at the heater and so Brendan n I went to join him! I love heaters then! :D He told us that he went to hospital the night before cos he was having diarrhea haha. But, he didn’t use the word diarrhea. He said smth erm not so pleasant haha. We felt that he was so pitiful cos he had to arrange the photos that same night too.
Stayed in the bus with the kids while the adults went to some other showrooms. Haha.

Our last stop before going to the airport was some departmental stall for us to buy things back. When we went back to the bus, someone was eating egg, and so, Brendan seek refuge in the building. Haha. So we went to talk to Kevin again! And I was showing him the metal chopsticks that I have bought. He was like “Singapore no have? Use trees?” I was like ?? wat? Use trees? Than Brendan said that probably he meant made from wood. Haha. And I think I was talking smth and he carried me up and threatened to throw me to the row of clothes haha. He was telling me about his dream. The rice cooker dream.. haha..We also asked him if he will feel sad after we leave.. and he gave us some dumb ans.. haha..

This is how he carries people up..

Alright, airport. I was trying to hold my tears back in the bus… Finally, when we arrived to the luggage check in point, mr lee helped us to see through the procedures. The people were all wanting to take photos with Kevin hah. Poor mr lee.. not many people wanted to take photos with him :O haha. I think I wanted to cry so much because of the thought that we can only meet like probably years later, or even never.. He told me that I can go find him 3 years later, when I am 20.. I think we like hugged for 3 times? Haha. One when we just arrived at the airport, 2nd after he shocked me and I screamed and 10 people turned back to look at me, and 3rd just before I entered the gate. K I miss Kevin so much.. cos he is like so far far away.. >.< And when he asked me to take out my passport, i heard him saying "press 4" so i took out my phone and pressed 4 haha. Then he took my phone and called his phone. Oh my korean handphone numbers have 11 numbers?! :O

I made many new friends during this trip and we wanted to sit tgt in the plane haha. The adults had to change place with some of them cos they wanted to sit as close as possible haha.

Anw, I didn’t cry already today! (: K let’s see tonight! (:

2009-12-19T22:12:00.014+08:00

Definitely the best tour i've been to! (;

Fun, new friends, better relationship, cold weather <3

Day 1
Reached airport at around 7 plus, met jo and leyi there <3! Flight was around 6 hours and we reached Incheon at like around 4am singapore time, which was 5am korea time (: Had macs there and we were quite amused by the bill cos it was 9200won. So we jokingly said we spent 9k on breakfast hahaha. Were introduced to our tour guide, mr lee, and then this photographer cum assistant, kevin.

Boarding pass

Seoul Airport

Went to Ever Land next, and i was wearing like 4 or 5 layers of clothes. The temp was like 6 to 9 deg celcius <3! Didnt really think it was suitable then cos like the rides were either too kiddish or scary..

Next was the Yeoju Premium Outlet shopping. Had banana crepe! yum yum! We didnt really know to go abt eating that so i was trying to eye on the others who had bought it too, see the way they go abt eating tat (: It was freaking cold there and we were just looking around, didnt intend to buy any clothes or wat cos we were too lazy to try on any clothes.. Walking into the shops were just for the heaters <3

Dinner was this

And accomodation was at Seoul Garden Hotel! Love the tv seriously haha we had 45 channels!

Day 2
2nd day was basically sight seeing.. Nothing much in particular haha.. Transferred to Jeju Island that night. Wow, that flight was definitely the most dangerous flight i've felt.. When we were taking off, our bodies were literally lying back and the engine was so noisy and we could feel that the plane was moving at great speed before the take off. And as for the landing, it was super fast when the plane landed and it drove quite fast to the terminal :O We were all like :O Wow. First time taking a domestic flight (: Mr lee told us and interesting thing that night. It was kevin's first time taking a plane and he lied to kevin that he had to pay up for that drink he had during the flight HAHA!

Day 3
Day 3 was great! Went to play the atv motor car! It's like super fun!!!!!!! It's like a motor cycle with 4 wheels basically! We had to move on bumpy grounds and slope down! Super shiok! (: Will upload the photos taken by kevin when i scan them!

Sightseeing at jeju was wonderful too! I really love the scenery there and when i saw nature's work, i was like. wow. okay geog kinda helps then. haha. We had to climb quite alot of stairs and mum was the slowest haha.

Visited the teddy bear museum and the mysterious road. The guys were playing with chapteh outside the bus while waiting for the rest to come out from the museum! They were like competing, super entertaining!

And, there were two hilarious incidents which took place that night. K, after dinner, we went to buy waffles. And, got this uncle from our tour grp was in front of us, who was known as the slipperman cos he loves to wear slippers with socks haha! The main part was, he wanted to ask the waffle lady for like a paper bag. And then, he was trying so hard to communicate, and he put his hands out and asked the lady "bo paper eh?" Den me, my mum and brendan started laughing like crazy and when his kids knew wat happened, all of us laughed for at least 5 mins! When my mum bro n i were sleeping in the hotel and thinking abt it, we were still laughing like mad!

Next, brendan saw the protector that mum brought on the side table. And it was slightly placed towards her side.
Then brendan said "Eh? Protector ah?"
Mum: "Ya, why?"
Brendan: "Eh dun like that leh share leh"

Den all of us started bursting out laughing! He wanted the protector to be placed in the centre hahaha

Day 4
Day 4 was the day when the kids started to become closer.. and it was because of..... the spa!!!!!!

Firstly, we took a plane back to Seoul early in the morning. The flight was like 7am Singapore time! Mr lee told us that the temp there was like below 0 alr hahaha. Then, we visited the DaeJangGeum (DaChangJin) filming site, learnt more about the past, and after that, we went to this strawberry farm, where we would pluck our own strawberries. HAHA! We were only supposed to pluck 2, but with the tour guide's coperation, most of us plucked at at least 5! We were eating and putting some in the pockets haha damn funny. It's not like we will not buy after that, but it's just the fun of plucking your own strawberries! (: They were so sweeeeeet!

Next, it was the Spa Greenland! It was my first time visiting a spa place! And omg when i went into the 女湯 place, which was the changing room and stuff, i immediately thought of leyi and jo when i saw the naked ladies HAHA. I rmbed kevin was like "k come come! let's go let's go!" Cos he jokingly wanted to go inside the girls' room haha! all of us were laughing at mad! K the ladies there were so... open.. walking around the changing room naked can!! And blowing their hair in front of the mirrors naked!!!! We were like....... HAHA OKAY!

Went for the spa and then slipperman was bringing the kids out and he asked me to go also.. but my mum didnt want to cos it was cold outside wat.. wear swimsuit go outdoors during winter abit.... But i chose to go out in the end and it was so shiok cos there were 4 hot water pools! With red wine, rice wine, chrysanthemum tea and tea!! Super shiok. And that's how we kids started to get along tgt!

And then, when we went back, we were shocked to know that we have to remove our swimwear in order to get back into the changing room. haha. But we had our own ways so we managed to get cross that "level" heeheehee!

Then we had quite a long bus ride to the ski resort at Muju! <3!!!!

(Why is this photo this way here? :O )

Outside restaurant. "Ish me? ish me?" hahaha!

Alright! I will blog abt the rest of the trip tmr or smth! (:

2009-12-18T21:36:00.003+08:00

Im back! And it's time to face reality ):

Miss korea so much now. I miss the weather and i miss kevin alot alot! Kevin's the tour guide's assistant and he is a korean. One big playful boy! His english is like haha okay. But we mostly communicate through broken english and sign languages haha. He brings alot of laughter and fun especially to us kids! Im like his "girlfriend. yesterday" Den after 2 days, it will be "girlfriend. yesterday yesterday." :O He is being missed seriously ): He calls me that in front of my mum and he calls my mum "mum" too HAHA wts.

Made many new friends during this trip! Cos most of them are kids haha! Age ranging from 11-21. There were like two 11s, one 12, one 13, two 14s, another three i not very sure, one 15, two 17, one 21. The journey was much more fun with them! (; Though we got like complaints from hotel guests twice haha.

I have so many to talk abt the trip!!!! But im too tired to blog now. I have been sleeping proper for like 5 hrs only for the past few days since we meet like mostly 6am singapore time.

Ah so much memories. Playing against each other with ice during snow ball fights, kena carried up and put down on the ice many times, listening to the words "many many eat" almost every meal, listening the babyland story by sean, seeing the 2 small boys fight and play, got carried and swing ard and being threatened to be slammed onto the clothes, the super comfortable but painful massages , laughing at bo-paper-eh uncle and the tap tap competitions with the kids during the long bus rides, shivering in the cold, skiing experience. And of cos not forgetting, my first time taking the roller coaster, the 360-540 deg turn one. Super fun!

When i kept thinking abt the korea airport scene today i will always feel like crying hahaha. Nvm i will get over this soon. "Boyfriend" and i like hugged 3 or 4 times before i went into the departure hall haha. He took away my passport and told my mum "Mum, you two go, she today korean. This(with my passport in his hands) bring my house" HAHA. And every family was ping ming ing taking photos with him and almost everyone seem to neglect the tour guide :O hahaha.

2009-12-10T22:55:00.002+08:00

Korea 11 Dec to 18 Dec!

Just finished packing everything for my trip. My mum n i helped brendan to pack his and we brought alot of clothes for him. Cos we scared he cant stand the cold like how he was when we were in japan in 2005 Haha!

I tried squeezing my cushion into my lugguage for fun heehee. Can go in lor! But
haha cant bring there.

Got to search for the exchange rate thingy and i just finished counting the won haha. Felt so sua ku! HAHA

Gonna watch new moon later! (:

2009-12-09T23:05:00.002+08:00

Orange!

Yes my nails are now orange! Heehee. Jo painted them for me (:

Went swimming with the four at anchorvale and i swam 32 laps! heehee. Very good. And im tanner alr. Hoho. And then we went to hougang and i bought my ipod adaptor. Leyi took her wii and den we went to jo's house! I miss don don n yoyo so muchhhh! Ah tat yoyo was sleeping under the bed for the whole afternoon!

Dinner with na n ben at city hall at just acia after tat haha

Photos are alr up on fb! (:

Im gonna sleep early tonight! So tired! From swimming n wii! Haha! And oh we were playing resident evil and there was this part when it was so funny. There was this zombie in front and all of us screamed and then don ran to us hahaha. <3

2009-12-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

This is so funny and stupid also hahaha

Makes me laugh like crazy hahaha

2009-12-05T22:53:00.002+08:00

And so, sok sok didnt let us go to this house to stay today. We will be calling mama to ask her about tmr. And, brendan just told me that if mama tmr cant come, he will not go korea with me alr. I was like, even if she cant come, you also cant go to her house since sok sok was like rather firm on his stand that we can only go to his house to stay on the 20th, which is the dong zhi. Please, stop your stubborn acts. I've already used up alot of brain juice and made alot of efforts just so you will go korea with me. I feel like dumping all ur clothes into one lugguage and force you to the airport and then into the plane. GRR!!!! MY PATIENCE HAS A LIMIT!

2009-12-05T14:45:00.001+08:00

UGH My UNCLE IS DRIVNG ME CRAZY.

He came up with millions of lame excuses and reasons to persuade us to go to his house only after our korea trip. For example, house messy. Hello! My mama there, how messy can it get?! Next, tv spoil. Confirm fake one. Tv spoil my aunty faint alr. Hello?!?!?! GRRRR. We are trying to ask mama come to our house to stay tmr instead! Then, he cant say anything! GRR

Anw, spca trip has been changed to tmr haha. Dad say tdy he go play mj -.- Ah im getting kinda bored now. Wanted to study today but im like >.< Ugh. Sianess ttm!

2009-12-05T02:05:00.003+08:00

我想睡覺但我又並不想睡覺

哈哈好久沒用華文來打新刊了!!
太久沒有寫華文了有時連上課想謝謝歌詞也寫不出一個完整的歌詞出來
總是有一兩個必須問人啊或者留空位哈哈太遜了 ):

最近好像變得比較瘋癲問弟弟就知道
每次都做出一些奇奇怪怪的東西來 -.-

這個假日内我好像沒出門那麽多次了和去年比起來。。
去年好像幾乎每天都有出門 :O
不過我還蠻喜歡在家裏無所事事的感覺哈哈

星期三吧會和朋友們一起去游泳!

啊真希望明天可以去外婆家住! (:

晚安了朋友們!

時間是: 兩點三個字 (:

2009-12-04T22:34:00.001+08:00

Oh yay things changed for the better (:

Brendan said he will go korea with me, provided that we can go to mama's house tmr till thurs (: Hope sok sok allows us to goooooooo! Heh i used a soft method and it succeeded halfway :D Hahaha!

Heehee k hope there will be good news tmr (:

2009-12-04T16:27:00.003+08:00

STUPID STUBBORN BOY!

YES MY BRO IS CONFIRM NOT GOING TO KOREA WITH ME AND MY MUM ALREADY. IMAGINE KOREA TRIP WITH JUST ME AND MY MUM PLEASE. IM SO FREAKING PISSED. JUST BECAUSE OF SNOW HE DOESNT WANT TO GO?! HE JUST WASTED 1700 BUCKS. MY MUM CANT SAY ANYTHING COS APPARENTLY MY BRO WUN LISTEN TO HER. RAH. I.HATE.THIS.

The only thing that made me happy today : Dad bought a carton of pokka green tea